So as you read this know my friends
I’d love to stay with you all
please smile when you think of me
My body’s gone that’s all

A tout le monde (To all of the world)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I must leave)
These are the last words
I’ll ever speak
And they’ll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There’s nothing more to say

Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living all are scarred

A tout le monde (To all of the world)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I must leave)
These are the last words
I’ll ever speak
And they’ll set me free

So as you read this know my friends
I’d love to stay with you all
Please smile, smile when you think about me
My body’s gone that’s all

A tout le monde (To all of the world)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I must leave)
These are the last words
I’ll ever speak
And they’ll set me free

Mr Mustaine, i couldn’t put it better myself. 11 days now guys and ill be gone from this place completely reformed into a dog of the military and off to a new life . the closer it gets now the more scared im getting but also the more looking forward to it i am. Its just one of those things really you gotta take the plunge.

Is not to live at all…

I think January needs to be omitted from the damn calender. I mean, we’re 2 months over from a nice round 10 so get rid of jan and feb!  Lol january is just one long month of people being miserable to each other. Then its get to february which is worse if possible. You get Valentines day, a day where couples can forget their other half cock up and start huge arguments and for the lonely people to have it smeared  in their faces. lol -.- now it seems to me that rather than a celebration its just a kick in the balls to everyone.

Well as its my first blog i might as well get some stuff off my chest . Joining the RAF in 15 days and 50 minutes as i write this! that is fucking scary is you ask me. I know people say not to be nervous but how can you not be nervous about something you want? you might as well tell someone to not get nervous whilst being tied down to the rails of life and watching the trains of depression and hate roll over you. If you dont get scared then what can you call courage? they go hand in hand at the opposite ends of a spectrum and there must always be one for the other to be.

I mean take god for example. If there was no devil in this world there’d be no comparison between that of good and evil we’d all be neutral. But as im a christian im all in favour of god and the damn good work he does. I mean who else could create a race that kill  each other 100′s of times each day.

Lol the reason why this ones called faceless is that it doesnt have a reason or an agender its just to express anything that pops to my head at the time. Stuff like what ill miss for those 9 weeks. Like speaking to the same person every day for the past month (not being sarcastic) .

One thing im looking forward to now is the 5 days im back for on leave to flash off my lovely new uniform and to be damn happy to see my friends.

I suppose thats it for now i shall blog later on too if i remember.

F alling down these roads

Directions hurtling by

Not knowing where to go

Always wondering why

But then you see a path

A choice that you took

But then you realise

You were sorely mistook.

So now whilst you fall

Into your chosen hell

Ill be gliding above you

wishing you

all the well

muahaha